To Jen, Leigh and Lisa, it helps to a degree reading your posts as I sit here in bed alone writing this. In my situation this is certainly still rawвЂ¦вЂ¦.itвЂ™s 5am when you look at the early morning and sleep that is proper evading me nevertheless. I must somehow find a way to get into work get through it and even though my mind is processing all kinds of mixed up thoughtsвЂ¦.from today him resting so he is stable to the fact I actually hate what his done all the lies and the fact IвЂ™m ashamed of what IвЂ™ve put up with over the years and let go to end up being cheated onвЂ¦вЂ¦..I have a good friend who I am seeing today who I have off loaded onto and she has been fantastic but she has a husband and 2 kids and basically her life is good they are good peopleвЂ¦вЂ¦..so I feel itвЂ™s to much to overload her withвЂ¦..basically IвЂ™m feeling alone in this even though I know IвЂ™m technically not with her to him I know having to come back as at the end of the day he works down here to a mixture of I need to be nice. It is assists wring material on right here.
By the method IвЂ™m 50 and also to be right here in this position thatвЂ™s not my fault sucksвЂ¦..Men are shits actually, everything you state about integrity does work We have maybe perhaps perhaps not done this i will be perhaps not really a liar and I also can get more powerful . I’m happy I have discovered this amazing site and though it hurts reading your posts i understand you all understand as youвЂ™ve been here what it is likeвЂ¦вЂ¦.as Christine Aguilera claims makes me that stronger, makes me that much wiser, causes my epidermis a bit cam pussy thicker so i must thank him to make me personally a fighterвЂ¦вЂ¦..any way once more many thanks for the posts and honesty women it helps.